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05-07-2018 05:46 PM
05-07-2018 05:46 PM
Re: Taking the plunge
@Zoe7 So beautiful. I just dropped off some of these on your thread. A few more wont go astray. Lol. 💜💕💜💕💜💕💜💕💜💕💜💕💜💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
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05-07-2018 05:47 PM
05-07-2018 05:47 PM
Re: Taking the plunge
I think we can all do with a little more love in the world @Maggie and you certainly bring that with you wherever you go
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05-07-2018 05:51 PM
05-07-2018 05:51 PM
Re: Taking the plunge
You are the sweetest little butterfly @Zoe7 i teared up reading your post.. Good tears.
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05-07-2018 05:53 PM
05-07-2018 05:53 PM
Re: Taking the plunge
I am going to continue the love her on this thread @Maggie - I know you are in a dark place but if we can help spread any light in your life then we will do everything we can to do that - you are much loved here Hon
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05-07-2018 06:06 PM
05-07-2018 06:06 PM
Re: Taking the plunge
Going to reply here Hon - gets too hard on 2 threads at the same time @Maggie
I understand it is hard - you know there is a lot more at play than what is being shown outwardly but the hurt still remains - sometimes we need to try to deal with the fact that there will be no understanding in order to move on - that does not take away the hurt or the pain of not knowing but it is so destructive when there is no resolution and we continue to dwell on the what ifs and whys...
Sitting with you Maggie and getting how hard this is
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06-07-2018 07:21 PM
06-07-2018 07:21 PM
Re: Taking the plunge
@Zoe7 Yes, no understanding...though there is some, it's the aloneness we all face in our own journeys. It's a DID situation, more internals, more memories, most I will never be able or prepared for. How do we go on???? There's the big one. I'm a contradiction, needing relationships, pushing them away. Too many have left, too many find me too hard, yet they haven't even seen a fraction of my realities. My counsellor is the most amazing lady, we are learning so much from each other. She said I have found a tiny piece of trust in her. I didn't think I was capable, but there you are, 13 Years later, slow, so slow. I want to sprint ahead, it's just not possible, I break to easily. Thanks @Zoe7
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06-07-2018 09:14 PM
06-07-2018 09:14 PM
Re: Taking the plunge
How we go on - now that is the question @Maggie Even when the days seem to get easier it feels like something always happens to bring us back to our reality - one where nothing really seems to be working and nothing seems to get better. I am having more days that are ok but it is those when I am not that makes me want to give up again. How do we get through this when all we can see is darkness - tonight I don't know but am hoping to get through this evening, sleep and tackle tomorrow when it comes. For me tonight I also know I am feeling exhausted and that is when I think most negatively - not every day is like this at the moment for me and I wish there was a little more light in your life too - but we do have each other and many others here to hold onto when we feel like this and that is something to hold onto Hon
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06-07-2018 10:25 PM
06-07-2018 10:25 PM
Re: Taking the plunge
Holding you @Zoe7 gently, for more reasons than you being a butterfly.💕💜💕💜
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06-07-2018 10:39 PM
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06-07-2018 10:42 PM
06-07-2018 10:42 PM
Re: Taking the plunge
💜💐💕 .... and for you too @Former-Member.