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[toodles]

Hello,

Welcome to Toodles land… Toodles. Toodles has been with me all our life. Toodles is me. I am Toodles. Toodles is hard to describe and even harder to live with. Solid yet lost. Anger and rage. Passion and utter disillusion… Toodles had to grow up hard and fast. Toodles is unpredictable. Toodles tries to keep Ciao tightly locked up. Ciao is incredibly painful. Ciao is like Voldermort - must not mention their name. 

I wish Toodles and Ciao would leave me alone. I have no space for them in my head. My head is messed up already without them.

So here we are. Hello team.

[ButterflyBeauty]

Hello @toodles,

Thank you for joining our community on the SANE Forums! We are so glad that you are here. 

We are a group of like minded individuals whom connect through a shared experience of living with mental health. We hope you find the support you are looking for!

Thank you

ButterflyBeauty

[NatureLover]

Hi and welcome, @toodles ! It's good you're here, where others can understand what you're going through.

It sounds like you may have DID, Dissociative Identity Disorder? We are familiar with that here 🙂 

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@toodles wrote:

I wish Toodles and Ciao would leave me alone. I have no space for them in my head. My head is messed up already without them.

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Can I ask if you have any professional support, like a trusted GP, counsellor, psychologist or psychiatrist? 

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[toodles]

Hi @NatureLover 

how are you?

i don’t believe I have DID. I lose time but I often don’t pay attention. I’m sure someone would have told me by now. And I don’t want to have another diagnosis so I won’t ask.

have a nice day

[toodles]

Hello all,

i have to talk to my doctor this week and I don’t know what to say. We’ve been here so often. It feels like everything’s goes in circles, repetitive and no matter what. 

do you feel like that?

[NatureLover]

Hi @toodles , did you work out what to say to your doctor?