Am Not Coping

[Pepsimax]

@Zoe7 I know you do

[oceangirl]

I'm stressed out about Milo's vet bill @Zoe7

[Zoe7]

I know you often get those 'missing people' feelings @Pepsimax and I have been very much dealing with those myself the last few days and yesterday just added to that. It is tough when we know people are gone but not from our hearts or our minds 

DBT was triggering for me yesterday and I found it very tough to get through then I got the phone call from my mum. I still had to go to my pdoc appointment and then I drove to my parent's place - it was a very long and emotional day and definitely took it's toll physically.

@oceangirl

[oceangirl]

I understand what you are going through, I am struggling myself with my relapse. However I am not back to where I was in the beginning because I am still partially functioning. 

I have to pay Milo's vet bill tomorrow- but I am going to negotiate Milo's bill. I am not sure what would be reasonable amount to offer @Zoe7 What do you think is reasonable considering how much I have spend thus far?

[Zoe7]

I am sorry @oceangirl with what I am dealing with at the moment I don't have any suggestions - maybe others will. 

I need to log off for a while .. @Faith-and-Hope @Pepsimax will catch you later.

[oceangirl]

I'm scared about doing any day program @Zoe7. I'm not going to start until I get back from N Queensland. Is there anything you would like to talk about from DBT from yesterday?

[Faith-and-Hope]

Take care @Zoe7.  I will be looking for you if you feel up to coming back in later .... thinking of you anyway🦋💐💕🦋💐💕🦋

[Faith-and-Hope]

It sounds like you have paid an awful lot for Milo already @oceangirl, but like @Zoe7, I just don’t really know what would be a reasonable negotiation.  Others here might know.

Hi @Pepsimax 👋💕

[Faith-and-Hope]

🦋💕 @Zoe7 .....

[Zoe7]

@Former-Member Do you remember when we discussed the yellow tinged sun glasses for me to wear when it was getting darker - well I finally got some and they really help. Thought you might like to know 

@Faith-and-Hope I finally had something to eat - still don't feel good at all but wanted to check in with you. Sometimes 'things' are just that bit too hard and I got to that stage earlier.