Back again checking in

[NatureLover]

OK...that's good about the "OK" bit...I hope things improve each day for you @Lilly6 

[Lilly6]

I am not ok, everything going to hell. Feel so down right now, cannot do anything right. Right now I just feel done with everything. 😔

[NatureLover]

@Lilly6 , am concerned for you after just reading your post from last night...

Am wondering how you're feeling today?

[Lilly6]

Not feeling it today. So over events of the last few days. Can't see any point in being positive. So over it right now. 
Sorry for the downer post. 

[NatureLover]

You're allowed to have a downer post! I'm glad you're writing how you're feeling. 

Sorry you feel so disheartened and down, though. I hope things improve very soon. Sending you a warm hug... @Lilly6 

[Lilly6]

Thanks @NatureLover , I was feeling quite positive last week but it all has come crashing down and I feel worse than ever. I can't see the point in trying anymore, I am done. 

[NatureLover]

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@Lilly6 wrote:

I can't see the point in trying anymore, I am done. 

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I am really sorry to hear this...it's not good that you've gone so low again. 😞

You've come up before, I hope you can hang on till it happens again , @Lilly6 ...

[Otter]

Hi @Lilly6 ,

Sorry to hear that things have felt so particularly burdensome and difficult this morning. I am feeling somewhat concerned for you after your last post, would it be helpful to reach out to someone like Lifeline or SCBS for some instant support if you are really struggling? We see you and are here to support you and care very much for your well-being.

Kindest regards and on-going care,

Otter

[Lilly6]

@NatureLover  Thanks 

[Lilly6]

@Otter Thanks for your suggestion. Lifeline and SCBS I have found very hit and miss and I don't want to feel like I am being dismissed right now as I can't take it. I am not going to share too much here as don't want to trigger anyone but I am in a very dark place right now. Have had some stuff going on last night that knocked me for a six and really played hard with my head. I am glad it's the weekend and I don't have to pretend to be positive for work. Just want to sleep and let the world pass me by