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[Lilly6]

Thank you @NatureLover  the pancakes were nice my son and I enjoyed them. 
Can't lift my mood, so tired of this. I feel like it is always going to be this way. I don't want to do this anymore. 

[NatureLover]

@Lilly6  I'm glad the pancakes were a hit. 🙂

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@Lilly6 wrote:

Can't lift my mood, so tired of this. I feel like it is always going to be this way. I don't want to do this anymore. 

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It won't always be this way, @Lilly6 ...remember you had a good patch up until the last few days. I can understand how totally sick of feeling depressed you are, though. Sending you much empathy (I've experienced extended SI and severe depression too) and care...

[Former-Member]

Hey there @Lilly6, just wondering how you are feeling today? 

[Lilly6]

@NatureLover Thank you but my thoughts keep going to something they shouldn't. It is tiring. 

[Lilly6]

Hi @Former-Member  I felt ok today but tonight is a different story and I am thinking I shouldn't be here. 

[The-red-centaur]

@Lilly6 are you ok?

[NatureLover]

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@Lilly6 wrote:

Hi @Former-Member  I felt ok today but tonight is a different story and I am thinking I shouldn't be here. 

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@Lilly6  I am sorry to read this. You posted it 7 hours ago...how are you feeling now? 

[Lilly6]

No. Not ok at all. 

[Lilly6]

Hi @NatureLover  I don't feel ok at all, feel done. 

[NatureLover]

Oh no, @Lilly6  😞

Can you take some steps to stay safe? You probably don't want to do that...but I really hope you can. The SI feelings will pass, like they have passed before. I hope you can hang on till they do...

Sending you a big warm gentle hug @Lilly6