Back again checking in

[Lilly6]

Thank you @WIP  and @NatureLover  I don't deserve your kind words. 
Thanks for sitting with me. 

[NatureLover]

Of course you deserve kind words, @Lilly6  

You deserve them even more when you are suffering. 

[Former-Member]

You're welcome @Lilly6, so glad you survived the night.
WELL DONE!!!

"Life is difficult
but not impossible"

"There is strength
in vulnerability"

[Lilly6]

I have sunk as low as I ever ever can and I apologise for continuously bringing the vibe down. I hope you are all well. I messed up and I really really can't go on any more. I hate myself and how stupid I am. 

[Otter]

Hi @Lilly6 ,

I'm hearing that it's an extraordinarily hard night for you and can see you are feeling distressed so I've just dropped you a private email now.

Here with you and wishing you all the very best,

Otter

[jazz]

hey @Lilly6  just checking in that you are ok and safe, and know the supports available should things escalate for you?

[NatureLover]

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@Lilly6 wrote:

I have sunk as low as I ever ever can and I apologise for continuously bringing the vibe down. I hope you are all well. I messed up and I really really can't go on any more. I hate myself and how stupid I am. 

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Just saw this, @Lilly6 , and am concerned for you...are you safe? 

There is no need to apologise, and you don't bring the vibe down...this place is the right place for those sort of feelings and getting peer support. But I hope you were able to contact a helpline last night...

How are you this morning?

[Lilly6]

Hi @NatureLover  no I didn't contact help line as no point. I am not safe but still here right now so that counts for something. Thanks for your concern and support, you and everyone in this forum

[NatureLover]

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@Lilly6 wrote:

...but still here right now so that counts for something.

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Yes, it does, well done @Lilly6  🙂

I'm concerned though that you're not safe...I do understand the feeling, but I'd just like to call a @Former-Member  anyway....

We are here for you, @Lilly6 , and we care how very awful you're feeling 💔

[NatureLover]

Just dropping you a note, @Lilly6  to say I'm thinking of you in your pain...I hope you can be kind to yourself.